The Ugly FlashBack - Episode I

July 26th 2006:

I am sitting on my bed in my room right now.I see around and see empty bookshelves and an empty wardrobe,Sona insitute library slips , old-newspapers and magazines , notebooks , empty wafers, polythene bags and chocolate wrappers , strewn across the floor. And i see a britney spears picture pasted on my cupboard door.I had cut it out from the friday supplement of THE HINDU some time back.Dont get me wrong , a pretty decent picture it is , you sit down with popcorn and watch it for hours with your family.

And i also see a big VIP a smaller VIP case , and a blazing Blue Reebok Travel Bag.I have managed to stuff almost all my clothes ,some travel-books, and my compact disks into them.
The "call taxi" would arrive at 4:30 PM and the inter-city Express leaves at 5 pm to take me to Bangalore.
Surely it doesn't feels nice to know that I wud be away from home and friends.

Even though I would spend a greater part of my time sleeping in front of PC, It wont feel nice that I wouldn't be able to see MY people, I loved every morning and night here , and have the food cooked by Ammi , and lie over clean floor watching TV hang out with college pals.They are Just 'Memories' Now...

College is very few of the places where without much pain, involves a lot of running around,carrying around a gunny-BAG, everytime I looked down I felt, with a blank mind, "LIfe is just so fun, eh".

I Still Remember that Fateful-Day - when responsibility was yoked on my shoulders and a label was stuck on my forehead "Successfully Transisioned from youth to manhood", the date: 15th March-2005.
I stood outside the interview room all day , wearing a clean-shirt, dark blue trousers and shoes(OUCH..!!).I had to maintain the myself waiting in working condition , helping myself with water , advice from seniors and nerve soothing actions. Still Being on my mind as a default setting...!!

Obviously , there would be someone very dear whom I would still miss after the selection procedure..!!


So, here I am about to go BANGALORE.


~ Insanis Notstalgis